Can you blame God for what is happening to you, and yours?
Who told you, that now is the Kingdom of God, on this earth?
Adam and eve have elected Satan and trusted him, not God. Their unbelief and disobedience allowed Satan to walk out as the prince of this world. Thus, infinite evil entered this planet.
Blame the author of all evil, Satan, his demons and his people, for your troubles, do not blame a loving god.
What does it mean, to believe in God?
Trusting God, or believing in God, is very, very special to our Creator.
Remember the scripture where God led Israel to enter the Promised Land? A victory over superior force of giants was promised. People did not believe. What resulted?
This whole unbelieving generation of Jews died wandering the deserts for 40 years and could not enter the Promised Land.
Either you believe what God says, or you call God a liar.